♥Wednesday, September 2, 2009♥
People come and go and that goes to you my dear.
I lied if i told you that i don`t love you anymore.
i can`t forget you and i dunno why.
Come on Safwana,life still have to go on.
The day you propose to me,i was happy but we can`t go on.
You are someone else boyfriend.
Oh dear. if only you are single, maybe we are happy together now.
Although sometimes we argue little things but that make us to be more closer.
Oh love, why is this happen to me?
Why you sent him to me if you know that it won`t last.
Im weak.YES. Im weak.
Im weak with love.
When it comes to love, I can`t think of anything.
Day and night I keep thinking of you.
Oh dear.please forgive me because i didn`t accept you but that doesn`t mean i hate you.
Am i that bad? why i fall with someones boyfriend?
I don`t want to take you away from her because someday, someone will take you away from me or maybe, take me away from you.
If only you read my post then you will understand, how much i love you and i need you in my life.
"will you be my gf?" yes i will. but i can`t said it.
Im still waiting for your decision.
Im scared because i know you will leave me.
We have known each other on 16 may 2009.
YES! The day before my birthday,i remembered.
Our friendship going to 5 months.
The day we had a big arguement, i cried the whole night because i really don`t want to lose you.
You used to said this,"if i really want it,i will overcome everything just to get what i want." does that goes to your love also?
i didn`t know how much you love me.
You didn`t express your feelings to me.
Tup.Tup. Suddenly you said,"wana, you want to be my gf?"
I thought you just make fun of it but things get serious the next day.
Yar. its true. Untill when we should go on like this?
I have the answer..
Untill you you break with your gf.
I don`t try to be meant but what for you still go on if you are m-not happy with her.
You said that im different from your gf?
What is the difference?
It just that im soft-spoken and she`s not..?
I treat you well and she`s not...?
Is it?
Maybe our thinking and attitude is different.
Thats all.
I don`t want to pretend good but im not Safwana that some people used to know.
I have changed.
If you are really for me then i will just wait the day to come.
Dear, i love you.
I will always wait for you to come to me.
Take care dear.
Make a good decision.
I don`t want to force you.
Im safee and this is my love story.
♥ smile , baby
@ 9:28 AM
@ 9:28 AM